#NowPlaying Mbira Spirit by Juj
paint stains
i still miss you every goddamned day
youre the only thing i ask for if i mock pray
god chuckles fake gay, inside i scream
he sends you to me in a reoccurring dream
big crowd, locked eyes, inescapable hex
wake up, cold sweat
tonight, tomorrow, and the next
paint stains on the brain make this pain straight
toxic
spark a match, flick it, shut the lid and dont unlock it
thoughts of you i’ve cauterized still in fact infect my mind
i’m not too proud to pauperize, i’ll empty out my pockets